I don’t know. I have been thinking lately maybe I have a slight problem with alcohol? The past 106 days have been like a ping pong match in my mind.
I am an alcoholic.
I am probably just over reacting.
No. It is problematic at times.
You just needed to slow down. You should be fine now.
You were a binge drinker.
Oh chill out. Every one of your friends drinks.
Do you not remember the chaos that alcohol created? Do you really want to go back to all that?
Stop acting crazy. Go buy a bottle of wine and think it over some more.
The door was closed for me. I’m just going to say thank you God and walk away and keep my eye out for the doors He has opened.